Here's what I can tell you though:
I like to pretend I'm an extrovert
And from behind my computer screen I can sometimes pass as one
But truth be told I am very much 100% introverted (as anyone who met me may have figured out)
It won't stop me from pretending to enjoy/do extroverted things though
Like attend conferences... Don't get me wrong the last time I did this I attended Making Things Happen (and it's pretty much safe to say it changed my life, and now I can add Influence to that list...) God showed up at Influence, and wrecked me big time, in a way I desperately needed to be wrecked. He reminded me that I am His precious daughter and that He not only just tolerates all my shenanigan's, He loves me through them. HE LOVES ME, AND I AM ENOUGH!!
He taught me again that I am totally the one that breaks out in cold sweats in big crowds, and sputters out words that make no sense, and then thinks about it later and thinks, "What the heck did I just say to her?!" "She probably thinks I'm an idiot." AND TO LITERALLY EVERY ONE I MET: I AM SO SORRY!! <-- I promise I am not that weird if you were to meet me outside of the conference! Or if I'm not being super awkward, I'm being super creepy... again my apologies to y'all who I met that I may have creeped out.
He made me realize that I stalk a fair amount of blogs, but I am one of those people who never comments or says anything, and so even though I know many of the people around me and want to run up and chat with everyone, NO ONE knows who I am... So again I'm sorry I'm a no comment/interaction stalker lol.
He taught me that I buy into all the lies, all the time.
He taught me AGAIN that He is good, and that when He shows up, He shows up B.I.G!!
So thats what I know right now, and I'm sure much more will hit me as the days go by. I'm glad I went, but I'm more glad to be home because truth be told at the end of my "vacation" I needed another one to process all I had learned. And the "perfect" words don't exist to describe the weekend because it wasn't that... at least it wasn't for me, and that's ok!!
Until next time:
*Making Things Happen was almost an ENTIRE year ago (totally crazy) and I'm working on an update so stay tuned for that :D SO much has happened since MTH!